Casandra “Cassie” Ventura shared the horror that her Ex Sean “Diddy” Combs would come after her in an emotional letter ahead of his sentence.
The “Me&U” singer, who testified at Combs’ sex trafficking trial, appealed to reflect “the evidence as a victim and my living experience” in a New York court on Monday and a three-page impact statement obtained on page 6 and 6, appealing to a text that reflects “the reality of evidence and my living experience.”
“I still have nightmares and flashbacks on a daily basis, and I continue to need psychological care to deal with my past,” she wrote, referring to the abuse she allegedly endured during her 11-year relationship.
“My worries and my family that Sean Combs and his peers will come after me are my reality. In fact, I’m driving my family out of the New York area and keeping them as private and quiet as possible.
“As much as I did by recovering from his abuse, I am extremely afraid of what he can do and the malice he is definitely heading towards me with the courage he has the courage to tell the truth.”
In the letter, the “Two Long Roads” diva recalled the “forced” sexual acts she endured between 2007 and 2018 while dating the 55 founders of Bad Boy Records.
“For almost 11 years we were together, Sean Combs hit me, punched me, stomped me, twitched my face, pulled my hair, and threw my body towards the ground and the wall,” she insisted.
“The ju umpire saw a bruise kicking me on my back from Combs and saw a deep cut in my eyes that he caused as he slammed me into the bed frame,” Ventura continued.
“The whole court saw actual footage of a comb kicking me and beating when I was trying to escape from a freak in 2016. People saw this footage dozens of times.
The model said she used drugs to “push through the horrible sexual acts he requested and numbed with the physical pain and emotional confusion I was constantly in.
“The trial defense suggested that my time with the cousins resembles a “great modern love story,” but I can’t go far from the truth,” she wrote.
“There’s no great, modern or affection for this story. It’s been a terrible decade of my life, stained with abuse, violence, forced sex and degradation.”
Ventura said she was thinking about suicidal thoughts because of “an insurmountable level of trauma” that she was allegedly facing a comb.
But in her “family intervention” and treatment, the pop star said, “I can face, distinguish and deal with the horrifying memories of sexual and emotional abuse I have endured for nearly a decade.”
Ventura concluded her letter by asking the judge to issue a sentence that reads “Considering the many lives Sean Combs has overshadowed him with his abuse and control.”
Page 6 contacted a Combs representative for comment but did not respond immediately.
Ventura is one of several people who testified at Combs’ trial, and is said to have been raped and abused by a dishonest hip-hop mogul by a ju-san.
In part of her harsh testimony, the three of them allegedly forced the male escort to urinate in their mouths during a “freak-off” party.
On July 2, Revolt’s co-founder was acquitted of his more serious charges in a sex trafficking trial.
However, Combs is guilty of two counts of prostitution, each being transported in prison for up to 10 years.
Combs’ ruling is scheduled for Friday.
The “Act Bad” rapper is still facing dozens of lawsuits from men and women, and blames him for the extent of sexual misconduct and other misconduct. He denied all wrongdoing.
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